Friday, April 06, 2007


I find an old photograph
and see your smile.
As I feel your presence anew,
I am filled with warmth
and my heart remembers love.

I read an old card
sent many years ago
during a time of turmoil and confusion.
The soothing words written then
still caress my spirit and bring me peace.

I remember your sweet voice,
The reassuring tones,
The melodies and perfect pitch,
The joyousness and passion,
Guides my soul to a higher plane

I remember who you used to be
the laughter we shared
and wonder what you have become.
Where are you now, Where did you go,
When the body is left behind
and the spirit is released to fly?

Perhaps you are the morning bird
singing joyfully at sunrise,
or the butterfly that dances
so carelessly on the breeze
or the rainbow of colors
that brightens a stormy sky
or the fingers of afternoon mist
delicately reaching over the mountains
or the final few rays of the setting sun
lighting up the skies
edging the clouds with a magical glow.

I miss your being
but I feel your presence,
In whatever form you choose to take,
however you now choose to be.

-One year has passed and you continue to be deeply missed and loved by your 'Bunny' Colin.

2 comments:

  1. Evan, God bless you. I knew your mummy many years ago when I lived at St Iggy's church. Then I was a Jesuit novice. I left in my second year and many years later got married and have a son. My wife went to heaven just three weeks before your mummy and I know how much you and your daddy miss her.

    I was actually in Singapore the day after you were born, but I did not have a chance to say goodbye to your mummy as I had to fly home.

    I pray that God fills your heart with love, joy and peace this Easter, and I know your mummy and my son's mummy are both celebrating their new lives together in God and looking down on us with love and laughter.

    God bless!

    Uncle Michael

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  2. Anonymous9:32 PM

    Dearest Evan,

    Happy Birthday to you and I wish you good health too. Time has passed and the pain still remains in your daddy's and your heart. I, too pray that God will lead and guide you and papa the way he wants it to be. I am very very sure your mummy is also watching over you.

    Hope you'd a great holiday with papa.

    Blessings!
    "Snoopy"

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