Day 55 (Tue 30th May 2006): Papa says that a very close and dear friend, Uncle 'Pau', shared with him a theological insight given to him many years ago by a wise priest. When asked why he thought God would allow young people to be taken from this earth suddenly or prematurely, seemingly before their rightful time. He replied that perhaps it was because God was seeking to spare them from the immense suffering in events which he foresaw happening to them sometime in their individual futures. Surely they must also have been deemed ready to enter His Kingdom. I pray that papa will one day believe that this can be true and that he be blessed with the gift of Faith. So that his soul may finally slumber in peace one day.

Mummy dearest, I think of you every waking moment of the day. I hope that God takes good care of you so that you will be healthy when papa and I finally get to hold you in our arms again. Take care mummy.